What a FEAT i achieved today...

Cool... i juz decided that i should maybe start a blog today... 兴血来朝... is this the correct spelling? or wordings? haa my chinese realli cmi... So sorry to 陈老师.. Hope she wouldnt and most prob she wouldnt read this... Such an embarrassment as a higher chinese student haa...

Oh to jusify my title for today... i wiped and cleaned... let me count... 15 doors and 2 metal gates (front and back gate, back gate is full of bird shit)! damn shag la... it took me more than 2 hours... frankly i'm more tired cleaning the doors den going to gym(has been trying to train and soup up a bit for IPPT)...

Living in a big house is really no luxury, esp if u do not have a maid at home... Many a times my friends come to my house and exclaimed wad a big house u live in... so good life ar... frankli its not so good as it seems... 3 storey terrace is not as big as some bungalows, but den the upkeeping can kill...

When i was younger(abt sec3) i was so excited that my dad is comtemplating buying a terrace... some of my cousins are also moving in the same direction... i was thinking wah seh, it will look so good man... now i think otherwise... the house is a drain on one's financial. every month's payment is already bigger than many ppl's money take home pay. u can imagine. My parents slog every day to make ends meet. every year they work at least 355 days... less than 10 days of off day... what a life... although i try to broach the subject of downsizing so that they can live a more comfortable and relaxed life( go on holidays... have been years since they last left singapore for a proper holi), since there are only 5 ppl in the family and we do not need such a big house... esp when most of the time the house is left empty when every one goes out... but each time i try to bring up the subject, my dad shoot it down like some super marksman... he can go be a sniper if he sign on..... (cash savings from not having to pay HDB on e season parking of 2 vehichles? the future financial benefits of owning a freehold property? the hassle of having to shift house? or just pride?)

seriousli i hold to be able to earn more money sooner so that maybe i can help to employ a maid at home, and also have enough money to convince them that they do not have to work so hard anymore...

Not sure how we appear in the eye of our relatives.. everyone noes that my parents are slogging one of the hardest... and not appearing at their stall to help out during their busiest period doesnt help... i really has no interest in selling incense paper, joss sticks or those materials used for praying... i do not like to just sit at e stall and wait for ppl to come buy the stuffs... too boring for me... another reason is that i feel that it makes more economical sense for me to bring in money by working in another company then to be employed by my own parents and taking from the money they earn... at least i try my best to make myself as self sufficient as possible...

talking abt part time work... hopefully coming june and july will two fruitful months! juz received a possible tuition assignment for sec 4 accounts once a week... tues wed and thurs will be my special sem! taking up electricity for modern society and also Professional Attachment Training( hope to be able to do my intern in Shang Hai!) and i also hope to land another job for one of the bank for every tues to sat 9pm to 1am... seriously this job will fit into my schedule so well... i can work at night and study in the day and also give tuition.. the rest of the day i can hv my own time also! that's the best case senario i'm hoping for haha... i cant laid back and do nothing.. that's juz so not me! i will go crazy...

i realli wanna make good use of all the time.. but hopefully it will not be too draining.. life is short.. esp when i noe and seriously feel that i'm not one who will have a long life.. i muz make good e time i have while i'm healthy... maybe i'm juz pessimistic or paronia( however u spell it) but i really got a sixth sense that i'm may get some scary disease.. i have zoom down to 3... Alzeimer, Parkinson, or Renal failure...

my reasoning:

1) Alzemier- i have a seriously bad memory.. u can ask my friend who has witnessed or observed it... sheng(LEON), sheng an and maybe shan jing... i can forget abt something that i asked before juz after a short while... there are many other instances....

2) Parkinson disease- Nerve system disease, one of the symptons is shaky hands or uncontrollable muscle.. how difficult is it to snap a photo? had this experience with KX and co outside liquid kitchen and trying to take a picture of everyone... i tried for 5 or 6 times and each time the picture turn out blurry... my friends tot some prob with e cam... another friend tried to take another pic and it turns out well... seriously i got shaky hands..

3) Renal disease- my grandma has it... and i think it runs in the family... doesnt help when i can feel my back kidney area to have some tingling feeling many a times....

haha, so that sums it all.. its a long long blog... looking forward to thurs outing at vivo to check out singapore sales, pirates of the carribean, and perhaps to sing KBOX! not forgetting i need to help my father in the morning to deliver sacks of rice and daily neccessities to various homes in singapore...( who says i'm not helping) deliberately kept the morning free for it.... doing good deals realli help.. good karma do exist... will talk more abt it next time! haa time to shower after sweating it out while wiping the numerous doors!

take care all my friends...