Remember this song?

Que Sera Sera,

When I was just a little girl

I asked my mother, what will I be

Will I be pretty, will I be rich

Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love

I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead

Will we have rainbows, day after day

Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own

They ask their mother, what will I be

Will I be handsome, will I be rich

I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

==> Maybe it's because i really hope that there will be some one who will be able to answer my question....

人因梦想而伟大.. a man without dreams is a man without a life.

the above title is a quote from one of my good friend's blog... well well well, i think it is very true, just that i think i haven reach his stage yet whereby i really have a very clear idea on what i wanna do and achieve in life. i think i wouldnt know until i really step out to the working place and experience it myself life out there...

i guess this coming Attachment in May will surely be an eye opener for me, and hopefully i will have a more defined vision after that.

even though i may not have something very defined now, but i think it will be really good if my future partner can share the same dream and vision with me. Or i can share the same dreams and vision with her whereby we can really work towards that together and help each other out along the way and also achieve what we want to achieve together. that will be so good...

HJ has her dream of opening her own pre-school centre, and i think that it is really a good and feasible idea! and i have promised i will be her first investor and partner in the business! haa, well i think that is really a kinda goal that i can work towards seriously. And i love small children! they are so cute, innocent and lovable... had a great experience raising funds for Chen Su Lan Methodist Children's Home recently and it only strengthened my love for the kids!

Jia you huh HJ i will be waiting for the day to come!

been so long...

hmm so long since i last updated here, and as usual the only updates so far is the spam tags in my tagboard... these ppl really nothing better to do huh, spam my tag board...

anyway it was a week that has CAC and projexts all over.... all the nights has something to do with cac...

Skit rehearsal on mon, door to door tix sales on tues, exco meeting on wed, joint dance concert on thurs, alumni night on friday...

and during the day was projects projects and projects.... yesterday finally got a chance to sweat with my cousin, managed a game of soccer... and my trusty old "white" ( it was supposed to be white) finally gave up... been wearing that street soccer shoe since JC time, lasted my NS period, and 2 years in Uni... it finally decided that enough is enough, telling me to go find a new pair of shoe.... 旧的不去，新的不来。。。 so sad it splited and opened mouth when the stiching give way....

today is sunday, as usual my only day to catch up with the projects reports... alot been due, currently got 4 to go and do up... so week days will meet and discuss wad to do and split work, den sunday will be the day i do up the work assigned... so when will i have time to revise?

actually there will be, if i can fully utilise all 24 hours properly not wasting a single secxonds i have.. like now as i blog i should be studying,.. in that way i will have time.. .yups... i think is possible, just that i don wan that kinda life.. or its just an excuse by myself ba...

ya saw my friend blog, he says he got to a turning point in his life already and has got enlightenment... glad for him, haa, good that he has a very defined target now that he wanna work towards.. jiayou ba SA...

Cool open house! and ah Ping's Birthday...

woohoo! wad a great and cool day i had today and yesterday...

it's NTU open house today and yesteraday was preparing the open house stuffs, helping out the open hse committee =) haa had great fun, and silly moments. i think its the first time i really drop my image in front of the excos haha.... Camera moments were fun!

yeah we had our fun looking for the missing FTF stickers as well, aha... although stressful at first.. yea... After that went to Minh Huong bdae for awhile before we had supper till 2 plus... den send larry home to get this bike keys... wah by the time i reach home already 3 plus le...

and this morning gotta wake up like 7 plus go school again hah, really tiring.. but in the end it was still fun =) i love making cotton candies! it's great to see the smile of the ppl when they take finally get their cotton candy after a long queue! wah the sense of satisfaction haha, i actually made someone's day...

there was some disappointment as well as we couldnt satisfy everyone when we have to close stall... hmm now i realised, i really hate to disappoint ppl when they have a request for me, haa, i don wan to see ppl disappointed when i gotta reject them over wadever issues... yea i think that is one of my prob as well ba, in the end it makes me puo puo ma ma ahahha, as normally i will try to think of a win - win situation... i think thats me...

After open hse, we packed up CAC room! woots!... its so clean and tidy now, i can even sleep on the floor haha =) and the few of us, simon, eric, aloysius, jia bi, janice, felicia went for dinner and shared jokes and gossips.. hah i think its the first time i feel bonded inside the comm! like wad felicia says.. yea.. this open hse is really a good bonding session for us!

After dinner rushed to Ping's 21st bdae haa... p[layed basketball with the cousins.. a sweat like hell haha.. its really been a while since we played together.. although we nv play for v long, but its great...

After which played the balloon games with ping they all whereby each of us with balloons tied to our legs gotta go step and burst other ppl's balloon hahahah... it was great fun =) in the end left me and ping.. and we resorted to sissors paper stone haha... yea its good she won in the end la, its her bday after all... anyway... guess wad is the prize...

they bought a electric housefly racket as the gift!!! why would i want that!! i would destroy it hahahha....

yea, it has been a long day... tiring these 2 days.. but it was these two days that i really had moments to cherish... yupz hope i get all the photos soon!

Most sickening Semester EVER!

wah buay ta han already... i think this is my most cui sem ever le... hmm can blame no one also cos i really also nv put in alot of efforts in my school work... this is wad i got for my 15% assignment in my comms....

plus another comms quiz i onli got 10.5 out of 20 when ppl are scoring 16.... i think its 10% at least... or is it 15%....

There goes my grades for comms surely...

i'm not really complaining or wad cos i can blame no one, this is realli a too bz sem for me to handle le.

Just submitted my IT report part 1 today.. and there is still part 2, 3, 4 due in earli april. ppl's report come with a media CD and a 1 inch thick report... mine comes with nothing, just a small can i say stack of paper.... and its like about 35% of the course grade... of course i still have part 2, 3, 4 to savage.. but i think its hard...

end of march still got AA202 boardroom meeting cum report to submit, plus AA201 analysis of Financial statement report. please tell me there are 10 weeks in March !!! damn it... Next week got another comms group presentation. 15% is it? i also not sure... they are squeezing us dry...

i'm "proud" to say i have done no single tutorials this sem for all my 4 cores subjects... luckily for IT i got Jun an's powerful last sem tutorials.. hope it will help me when the time comes to prepare for exams... Luckily for AA201 NEJ goes thru the lesson well... Luckil for AA202 i got ah ping's some short summaries... i really hope things will turn out well eventually...

one of my friend says, aiya alright one la, every time u turn out to have quite okie or good results eventually... hmm i dunnoe... haha, don wan to appear to be someone who always complain about not going to do well but eventually do well those kinda... but i just really feel insecure ba.... anyway its for me to rant here onli... ranting doesnt help in pulling up grades!

haa so i shall really work hard soon... provided i can finish the projects... and also AFTH administrative stuffs... plus committments to CAC...

study study study

ooO its 4.15 a.m. already... haa, why am i still bloggin? cos i have been studying for my aa201 quiz later... actually haven been studying alot la considering i took a nap just now till about 1am plus haa, so now still got energy to go on...

yea, just blog to get away from all those sickening financial statements haha... thanks Rui Xian for sending me the template she compiled! haa... makes things easier....

actualli this quiz supposed to be easy to study one, since it was postponed before already, so by right now we just have to look thru and refresh things.. prob is i wasnt even prepared the first time round haa, thats why now things seems so unfamiliar.. guess many of my friends already slept like donnoe wad le... haha

luckily i was postponed la, otherwise i realised i would have definitely flunk it the other time!

Alternate Rock is cool!

these few days have been listening to a couple of songs from One Republic... waoh think their songs really nice... this is their album haa... think was released in 2007... kinda some time le.. but still, i'm mesmerised by their two songs...

APologise + Stop and Stare... do check it out my cheena friends!

yea i'm not supposed to be blogging now cos tml got a 20% quiz.... sian...