Meaning of life... to make lotsa money? to engage in meaningful activities? hmm.. i think everyone should ask themselves.. if i'm old now and looking back, what would i want my life to be like...
To be always working and rushing here and there? to have a happy family? to have lotsa friends? to have accomplished something great? What is it that i want myself to have done? Now i'm not so sure yet, but as i think back i wouldnt want myself to be like everyone in the rat race...
i don want to be just rushing about... haa as wad vivien said on sat, i think i would want a bit of laid back lifestyle... that's why i think i should not stress myself too much over tutorials that i cant complete. why sacrifice my sleep and health and social life over school work? not that i'm saying i would not care abt anything, just that as long as i have tried my best, and make use of my time wisely, i shouldnt stress and worry myself unduly.
Yup that is never easy in this society whereby everyone will be comparing with one another. Haa now i'm saying this probably because today i don feel like a perfectionist... anyway my perfectionist character is something that i can improve on as well ba... lowering my requirements sometimes... ya i mean sometimes..
yup had a good weekend. Fri night went to meet up my ex chief RNS, ccomms, NO they all... ya realli missed the time we had together during my NS in the navy lar... yeah thanks for the watch! haa really need one... so very happy to get one from them as my bday present...
Saturday night went out with kx and co.. was a fruitful trip as well.. in a sense got to know more abt zr as well...
Notice i never speak abt the day time, cos friday was a full long day for me, and fri evening gotta be the usher for CAC campus concert... SAt morning was my Ippt and sat afternoon back to cac room to do spring cleaning...
Yesterday and today spent time catching up on my tutorials... yup fruitful as well, not that i had completed catching up on everything, just that i think that i had spent my time wisely... i'm contented... so i'm happy... feel like i'm in my own world now, thats why i can be so contented...
Well i hope that i can carry on to be this contented... Sat morning had my ippt... and rain brought me to know of a taxi driver who sent me home.. well he was so happy go lucky.. not that he don have anything to worry abt.. but it's his philosphy of life that impress me... life is short.. really... so we must realli make it a happy life... alot of times, things that we are pursuing are merely nothing impt if we consider carefully...
yup i hope this thought will stay in my mind for a long time... but i noe, sometime soon, reallity will come knocking hard on my head haha... ya today i'm happy maybe is because i had a good night rest last night too... slept at 10pm and couldnt care less ahaha... so i'm fresh today.. how many of my friends has the luxury to slp at 10....
yup another reason could probably be that i just drank a cup of warm milo... the sense of satisfaction is immense... to feel warm and full... to feel contented.... ah... that should be life... = )
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Very nice entry, buddy. Yeah, I think everyone wants to achieve different things in life, that's how the world works. I've kinda worked out mine, and busy/hectic as it is, at least there's an end point in view.
I can picture you as a laid-back person enjoying a cup of kopi as the world goes by. But behind screen, you have worked like hell to achieve that sort of life. That's how I have always thought of you.
Pity that Saturday had Mob, so I missed out on ZR's story. I really need to know. Haha.
Anyway, Happy Birthday! Don't worry about the tutorials!
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