Taking a break

Okay i know i shouldnt be blogging at this time.. but was just taking a break and settling some online stuffs for my europe trip and saw some of my friends' blogs..

Everyone was blogging about their last lesson, last presentation, etc etc about NBS, haha so think i should talk a bit about it as well? Seriously the thought of blogging about it didnt even cross my mind, maybe cause i feel i'm quite detached from NBS even after spending 3 years here and doing countless of presentations...

I think i can blog about CAC better... Think i will feel more when its the last day of CAC... NBS is just part of my Uni life i guess... i think i spend more time doing CAC stuffs this whole 3 years den i did for NBS... So not as much feeling for it i guess... and i think i know more people from CAC den in NBS as well...

Anyway i failed it for friends who still didnt know.. STB rejected me... Damn... the e mail aptly went into the junk mail. seemingly knowing that i wouldnt want to view it... i was really anyhow clicking before i come across it. previous emails from the same STB HR person didnt end up in the junk mail, so donnoe why this time round it did. but still... i think god wants me to know of it soon instead of waiting pointlessly and trying to comfort myself that there should still be a chance... otherwise i wouldnt go visit the junk mail, something that i would probably just do once in 2 months???

Maybe the closing of one door is to force me to look at another that is already opened? Or maybe its to ask me to try go open another that could possibly lead me to where i should be in life???

Anyway these few days no time to think about it.. So much to study and having not enough time doesnt help... still need to prepare for my grad trip!!! Haa.. luckily f helps me to settle some things that i would otherwise drag haa... thanks!!

well guess i got just some things more here and dere to pack, otherwise i'm ready to fly!!! Actually i think it would really be good if i can have a bit more time after exams before i fly so that can do somethings that i would like to do which i cant do now... i want to play MJ... i want to exercise also.. want to do some cleaning up at home... want to go out with Gary and Co from NBS.. haa even though i dont feel very attached to NBS, but i still gotta thanks gary and co for being my group mates for so many presenting grps haa.

guess we already got good synergy... Not all people can accomodate to our style of slacking and heck care attitude but yet still buck up at the last minute and clinching "A"s for our presentations.. haha... Seriously i think we always manage to carry it off even with poor preparation!!

yea alot of things about life in NTU suddenly flood back.. but now no time to blog about it.. i guess i will have alot of time during my 8hrs transit at DOHA and when i'm in europe... stay tune to this blog cos its gonna be exciting soon!!!