Therefore i decided to take a picture of him haa... i guess there wasnt much for him to really look at ba, therefore in the end he turned away... haa children has short attention span i suppose...
Hmm today is the first time tat i got this feeling:
i was queueing up for my usual cuppa coffee at the drink stall, but just as it reach my turn to dispense the drink, i thought " oh man... coffee again..." i didnt know why i got this feelign, but i just suddenly think that i'm so short of option... although there is also tea, but tea is like half equivalent to my coffee already... so i didnt chose tea in the end also...
Hmm maybe i got this feeling cos i'm sick of cooffee already? maybe i shouldnt be depending so much on coffee already? or is it something in me is changing? i dunno... maybe i'm just a confused individual now who donnoe wad i wan anymore and what i should be doing anymore... feels like i lost my drive, and motivation and a goal... i always thought that i understand myself and know what i want to do and what i should be doing... seems like that's not the case now...
i think i'm just living out everyday for nw, and just do whatever that comes along my way... do projects when they are due, read tutorials when its time, go for lessons everyday... aint i like a zombie who just listen to the bells of the priest and follow what ever instructions that are given? maybe for now, it's like that....
i dunnoe what else to get and what else i would want, not having an idea... feels like i'm a stranger to myself... anyway in the end i still chose coffee... not because i want coffee, but rather because i didnt know what i want...
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